There's nothing better for your self-esteem

I love it when it seems like people are avoiding you. It does a lot to boost your esteem. Luckily, I don't need anybody. I have my cds and dvds to keep my company. Fuck people. Fuck women. I don't need them. I have my books. For New Year's this year I'm going to get drunk alone in my room. I'm either going to watch all three of the Lord of the Ring movies back to back to back or maybe I'll do a Star Wars marathon. Either way, I'm going to be drunk and miserable. If people don't want to talk to me then they don't have to. From this day on I'm never going to initiate a conversation. Fuck it. It's not worth it.